Observe how the lilies of the field grow; they do not toil
nor do they spin. Matthew 6:28
I admit it; I have been toiling and spinning, thinking that
somehow it is by my strength things get accomplished. Jesus tells me in Matthew’s
gospel not to be anxious for my life, for food or clothes, that God knows what
I need and will provide it. This coupled with my attention to this year’s word,
ABIDE gives me a pretty complete picture of His promise to meet my needs.
I know this in my head, but sometimes my heart takes off on
its own tangents. Maybe I’m feeling like I need to catch up from being laid up
with my broken foot last fall. I surely felt set aside then and pondered why. I
am supposed to be pursuing my writing. I am supposed to be lining up speaking
engagements. I, I, I….
The truth is I am toiling and spinning, not waiting and
trusting. I thought after the holidays I would be ready to roll. Yet, I still
sense something is not finished—my waiting is still necessary.
John 15 talks about the need to abide in the vine. Jesus is
the vine and we are the branches; I (we) can’t bear fruit without Him. The
husbandman or vinedresser is God and He decides when branches need pruning so
they will produce more fruit—healthier fruit. Interesting that the growth that
needs pruning is all healthy growth, yet it still needs to be cut back so it
will be closer to the vine.
Maybe I am being pruned. Maybe I need to learn more about
abiding. Whatever the reason, I believe that there is a purpose for His timing.
Even though it’s hard, I trust Him to do what’s best.
All of this fits in with another article I wrote recently
about manna, daily bread. The same way God provided daily provision in the
desert for the Israelite wanderers—just enough for each day’s needs, I believe
He provides the same way for me. God gave the people instructions about
gathering. He told them to gather twice as much the day before the Sabbath
because there wouldn’t be any found on the ground on that day. Still, it says
some went out to gather on the Sabbath and found none. His instruction can only
be heard when I am walking close to Him, abiding with Him. This is the
relationship I am created for.
This is the relationship you were created for too. Instead of anxious spinning, He calls us to
abide.
So, I will try to abide and keep from toiling and spinning
as I wait for the fresh wind of His Spirit to set my next course.
You can read more in John 15, Matthew 6:25-34 and
Philippians 4:6-9
What are you anxious about?
Learning to abide,
Jeanne
The land of wait is hard for me too. But every time I can later see why I was there. Good one Jeanne!
ReplyDeleteI know it's best, Liz, but not easy at the time. Thanks for stopping by.
ReplyDeleteWhat an absolutely beautiful message--one that resonates strongly with me this year. I, too, am abiding right now. Waiting on God's good and perfect grace to advance my life forward. Last year, waiting was hard, but this year, He changed my spirit, and it's made all the difference. May God bless you!!
ReplyDeletePraying for you as you wait on Him, Jill. His timing is perfect and you will be amazed when His will unfolds.
ReplyDeleteStay in touch...We are traveling this road together.
Ugh, waiting isn't my strong suit. But I like what you reminded us about God always knowing what He's doing. Sometimes in the wait - and what seems like nothing is happening - God is working on the other end.
ReplyDeleteSo true, Brenda. He is always working until as the Scripture often says, the fullness of time.
ReplyDeleteThanks for stopping by and sharing your thoughts